Jeze Waiting is hard?

well since u want a bfp i hope you have stopped the bc all together! every women gets there signs a different times my mother new the first week she was pregnant with me. honestly i dont think there is anything that can help the waiting process unfortunately lol, if u really want to know and cant stand the wait then i would go to the doctor or clinic for a blood test they can tell you much faster then waiting to take a hpt! good luck and baby dust!!! p.s. it sounds like you could be so i would suggest the doctor!